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November 10, 2010

"We're all susceptible to it, the dread and anxiety of not knowing what's coming. It's pointless in the end, because all the worrying and the making of plans for things that could or could not happen, it only makes things worse. So walk your dog or take a nap. Just whatever you do, stop worrying. Because the only cure for paranoia is to be here, just as you are."


I loveee Grey's Anatomy. 8)


12:41 AM


October 24, 2010

I just wish somebody could tell me what to do. I'm neither here nor there. I can't fugging decide and it's driving me crazy. Is it worth suffering some more and do something that I don't even know if it would help me in future. Or should I say goodbye and go to what I think would be a greener side? I want this to be over yet I don't think I should. My heart is telling me no and my brain is telling me yes. My body says I'm tired and my soul says this is it. I hate this soo much. I don't know what I want but I know I don't want to make the wrong choice.


1:19 AM


October 10, 2010

I read somewhere that you could ask yourself questions before you go to sleep and then get answers through your dreams. Something like your mind is still working and the dreams are what your subconscious mind is trying to say and tell you. And so I did, asked the very question that has been bugging me for over a week now.

I did not just dream, I spewed dreams. But it was all over, I have no idea the sequence and how I end up from one dream to another or maybe it was one long dream.

It was breaking into a house and getting chased by the owner. Ran up flights of stairs and down again. Tried to hide because I got so tired of running and got caught by the owner but he let me go and when looking for my other accomplices instead. And then it was suddenly a HUGE fight, physical fight. Face hitting, body punching fight! There was so much hatred but no idea why. And then it was being left behind by a tour bus but took another bus and somehow managed to catch up with the tour bus. And then going to the toilet with no door, trying to shit but there were ppl in the room which was also actually a living room with ppl watching tv.

So my subconscious mind has helped me by dreaming, now it's up to my mind to figure out the meaning behind all this.


9:21 AM






We're all gonna lie, we're all gonna cry, and we're all gonna take painful shits.